OK....I don't know if I believe in Ghost or not. I probably shouldn't given my religious beliefs but I do believe that there are spirits around. I have wrote before about how I will be laying in bed at night with insomnia and hear the voice of one of my kids (they sound exactly the same) whispering "Mama". I will be wide awake and sit straight up in bed thinking one of my kids is walking in the room and about to get sick or something but nobody is there. I get up and run to their rooms but they are both knocked out. After this happened a few times, it didn't spook me anymore b/c I started to believe that it was the voice of Cohen and God's precious gift to me. I use to hear it two or three times a month but since we moved in July, I haven't heard it at all and it makes me really sad.
This house we recently moved in to is the childhood home of my husband. He lived in this house since he was to young to remember. The morning that his dad died six years ago, he died in this house. I never really thought about it before we lived here but now it just feels off to me. I have felt really uneasy living in this house and that is something I didn't expect or prepare for. While I should just stop thinking about it and just enjoy where we are right now, I don't think we can move on fast enough!
There have been several things that spook me. Let me give you some examples:
The other night, my husband was getting ready to get in the shower. He took his towel and sat it on the shelf right next to the tub and then walked out of the bathroom to go get his clothes. When he came back, there was a nickel sitting right on top of the towel. Somebody had to put it there b/c he had just carried that towel from the other bathroom to the one he was going to shower in. Both kids were sound asleep and I hadn't even went down the hall. He totally didn't believe me when I said I didn't do it but once I convinced him, I felt totally creeped out.
There is one certain door to the outside of this house that we never ever use. There is nothing really outside that door that we need to get to so we just don't ever open it but I still check it every night to make sure it is locked up tight just like the other two doors. Last night I checked it, it was all locked up. This morning I walked by it and looked and it was unlocked. There are three locks between it and the storm door....I always lock all three locks and every time I have found it unlocked, all three locks will be unlocked. Everyone in the house denies doing it. I'm scared!
I have a curio cabinet in the hallway that just has some odd and end things in it. It is a little hard to open and you really have to pull on the door. I walked past it to go put on my shoes before going to get the kids at school and I would have noticed if the door was opened. I go get the kids and come straight home (maybe 30 minutes later) and one of the doors is wide open and pushed all the way back. There is no way that door opened by its self. I have had it for 8 years and it has never came open.
We have new hardwood laminates in all three of the bedrooms that we put in when we moved here. When I walk in Tegan's room, for some reason it makes a little noise and sounds like the backing of the hardwood is sticking and ripping up from the flooring underneath. One night he was coughing so I ran in to check on him. He had stopped coughing and I just stood there watching him for a minute and then left the room. I could hear the floor doing that to me as I walked out. After I stepped on the hallway carpet I stopped and glanced in Ry's room. I turned to go back to our room and I could hear that same sound on the floor that it makes only when someone is walking across it. I thought Teg had woke up and was coming to my room but when I looked in he was asleep and I could hear the sound perfectly.
This doesn't both my husband b/c I guess he thinks if something is here, it is his dad watching over us but I am terrified of stuff like this. I watched the Long Island Medium on TLC the other night and she is very convincing. I think she needs to take a trip down south and come visit this house to give me some peace.
I'm starting to think that I am going crazy but that is mostly b/c my husband has told me that I am going off the deep end! Ha!